Lent 5…

After a time, the desert seemed so big, and he, so small.

A panic rose in him. It clutched him like a hand at his throat

 

Who am I?

What am I?

What terrible road lies before me?

Father- my body is weak

I am a drop of water

On a rock

Under the hot desert sun

Soon I will be gone.

 

But still he walked- still he followed…

That voice.

 

New Monasticism podcast…

It is snowing here!

So my plans to go and work in the garden have been thwarted, and I am drinking tea and listening to podcasts. It’s a hard life.

But I came across something that I think is really important- a discussion at the London Centre of Spirituality about New Monasticism and Fresh Expressions of Church.

Bishop Graham Cray goes as far to describe New Monsasticism as a ‘New Wave of the Spirit.’ If he is right, then these small experimental groupings have a deeper relevance for the whole of church.

The discussion has a clear resonance for me, and my small community- Aoradh. Like most small groups, we ebb and flow, then ebb again. The energy we find as a group is easily drained by external and internal forces, and the need to seek renewal within practice becomes very real and urgent.

Strong themes that emerged from this podcast are perhaps those which most reflect our own situation-

  • Rule, order, seriousness
  • Spirituality allied with action
  • Courage, challenge
  • The pain/joy of community
  • Incarnation- being deliberately present, not removed.
  • Spiritual direction
  • Mission- rediscovering what this is about for us
  • Thanks to Moot for making this available, as I feel the need to rediscover a passion for what I do- to set my face in the Wind of the Spirit again…

    Lent 4…

    As he walked he began to leave something of himself behind. He felt the skin of civilisation being burned away by the sun…

     

    Driven away by the wild animals of the wilderness.

     

    But with the rhythm of every step there came this incredible music… singing to him

     

    It’s your time…. And mine.

     

     

     

    Lengthening…

    … is the English language root of the word Lent.

    40 days

    40 days of rain to flood the earth in Genesis

    40 years for Israel to wander the desert

    40 days of hunger for Moses as he waited for the law of God on Sinai

    40 days for Jesus to wander and fast in the desert as preparation for 4 years

    And for us- tomorrow we feast on pancakes, as our own 40 days begin- then our Lenten journey towards Easter begins, when Christians traditionally make preparation for remembering and celebrating the death and life of Jesus through prayer, repentance, serving others or self denial/fasting.

    To mark the Lent journey on this blog, I am going to use a daily excerpt from ’40’- a collection of images by Si Smith and my words- available from Proost as a book, download or movie.

    We in Aoradh have used it several times as a worship installation, but never as a daily Lent meditation.

    I do not usually fast during Lent- observance of such things were not a big part of the Evangelical tradition I grew out of- too ‘Catholic’ probably. But this our family have discussed finding something to forgo as part of our celebration of Lent.

    Emily suggested meat (we are vegetarian)

    William suggested fruit and veg, as this would leave chocolate and chips- and so all the 10 year old food groups are covered.

    I am not sure that they quite get it…