Empty now
Drained
Poured out to the point of death
Entombed within this weary body
Death is has come closer
And is welcome
I have been writing some things for an up and coming Aoradh Wilderness retreat. We are heading off to the McCormaig Islands at the head of Loch Sween in a few weeks- 12 of us this year, and so I have been preparing some resources.
Here is part of a set of dispatches…
You are wrapped up in me
And I am bound up in you
.
We are held together by soft binding
Like tender shoot and stake
Like gift and gift giver
Like mud and gentle rain
Like worn shoe and weary foot
Like hot tea and cracked pot
.
Like universe and all those flickering stars
Like ocean and rolling wave
Like field and each tender blade of grass
There is now
And there is our still-to-come
.
Coming
But from the man came this prayer;
.
You are my shepherd
You bring me to lie in dark green pastures
And find me the coolest pools to drink from
You guide me along the paths of your righteousness
And restore my troubled soul
Even though my way goes through the valley of the dead
I fear no evil
For you walk with me
A C Grayling, secular humanist/atheist has taken it upon himself to re-write the Bible- as a secular, moral document. It seems his motivation was to make available the ‘good’ stuff whilst editing out the ‘God’ stuff.
Fair play to the bloke, people have accused me of the same. The whole emerging church conversation has often been accused of sanitising the unpleasant judgmental side of the Bible in favour of a more accessible and cuddly message.
I do not agree with either Grayling, or the assessment of EC critics of course…
Because the God we encounter in the stories of the Bible is capricious, glorious, confusing, challenging, forgiving, condemning, war making, peace bringing. Because of this, no matter how hard we try, systematising and defusing our ideas of God always fail.
It might be possible to read the Bible as a book of moral fables, of quaint historical interest, but also vaguely character building in indefinable ways. You will have to ignore whole bits of the Bible to do this of course, and along the way may come to wonder whether the Bible can be regarded as ‘moral’ at all.
What makes the Bible vital, engaging and alive is the spine tingling possibility of- God. What transforms the reading of the Bible is the fact that we use it to approach- God.
Without God- there would seem very little point in reading this miscellany of stories of ancient people.
So sorry AC- I will not be reading your ‘Good book’, I will stick to my not so good one, in all its messy challenge.
But then you did not expect me to do anything else did you?