I spoke to my sister today on the phone. It is always so good to speak to her, as she lives away down in Nottinghamshire, so we are not often enough in the same place.
We got into the usual conversation about God-projects that we are involved in. She and I know each other so well, that this one of those God-affirming kind of conversations usually- even when we are not very gracious or graceful in the way we describe particular people or things.
She described a youth Alpha course she is holding at her house- with 20 young people crammed in, all eager and hungry for knowledge…
And she described her own feelings of inadequacy (despite her very obvious gifts), and how she had to feed all these young people despite being flat broke after a whole series of added expenses this month.
But then she said that she had been thinking a lot recently along these lines;
Go with just what you have in your hands.
Nothing else.
You need to be no-one, but you.
You need nothing other than what you have.
The stuff that you think you need, the skills you admire in others- all this is a distraction- a delusion.
So in her case, this involved cooking a huge lasagna from veg grown in the garden, and feeding souls.
Good on you sis.
