Michaela reckons that when you are small this is what people ask. They do not ask what you want to do but rather what you want to be.
A subtle but important difference she felt.
Michaela wanted to be a nurse. Nothing really surprising there, it is a rather typical thing for girls to aspire to, or rather it used to be. Hopefully the options have broadened out these days. Certainly Michaela has no desire to be a nurse any more, although when you think about what nursing might have seemed all about to a small girl- the caring, the looking after, the seeking to heal and restore- these attributes are still part of who she is. You might even say that these were who she was always meant to be.
Can you remember what you wanted to be when you were small? Might it contain something significant about your way of being, if not your current way of doing?
I wanted to be in the Navy.
I wanted to sail to far away places and have adventures. I wanted to be in a fast ship along with lots of people doing similar things. I still get a little excited when sleek grey ships pass the house on the way out to who knows where. I want no part in war, but still I find myself proud and unable to turn away.
As I think about it now, I wonder about the longing in me for the far horizon. There is in still the need to form a band of adventurers and go to explore new places, new ideas, new ways of being.
That ‘being’ word again…
Or perhaps it was always just about the uniforms.