Had a lovely time at our housegroup this evening.
I had more or less come to the conclusion that it was time to stop housegroup- that it was time to do something new. But instead of stopping all together, people decided that they would like to continue to meet monthly. So tonight Michaela spent a little more time preparing some simple mediations, and I sat in the corner and played guitar. It was lovely.
You could say that it was a ripple made by the Spirit.
And something about our discussions reminded me of this-
The blocks might be seen to represent our theology- or our value system. The means by which we make sense of the vastness of the universe and our tiny place within it.
But even though the thoughts we have are woven into some kind of system of apparent cohesion and even certainty, there is always something else- something indefinable and difficult to lay hold of.
Something that at times we yearn for, without knowing what it is.
Something that is beautiful and whole- something hopeful.
Something that some of us would call- God.
So as we stare at our construction of solid blocks of knowledge, there dancing in the middle of it all- playful and full of Joy- is this other thing. The blocks might describe some of it, but it is not contained by the blocks. The spaces between might seem to be it’s place of dwelling- but these too are transient and transparent.
Rather this thing that we seek- this God- is not contained. He is in and through and without.
The question is how we might respond to this capricious and undefinable God? How do we follow?
I know my own answers to this question- and they are to found in community with my friends. We follow together. We build our (temporary) blocks of understanding with small stones.
We build humbly because our answers are only partial.
But still we build- because within this communal dwelling there is not just us- but something other. Something indescribably beautiful.