Englishness

In an earlier post, I said this…

I loved Seth Lakeman’s set on Saturday evening- he made me proud- not sure what of exactly- perhaps that English-ness thing again.

A trip down south set me thinking again about my roots, and the nature of our heritage in these wonderful islands.

I have struggled to feel fully at home anywhere- at least in terms of geography. I am Northern English, if anything- and that is a different thing from Southern English I can tell you!

But my father is Irish.

And I live in beautiful, proud Scotland.

But still, I remain… English.

This comes to me in subtle ways. In gentle landscapes and rugged hills misted with rains and quartered off by ‘dry’ stone walls.

In a love for cricket in all its skillful grace.

It is wrapped up in stories of working men trespassing in the Penine hills in defiance of the landowners- claiming the gritstone for their weekends and their children’s picnics.

Of the Levellers and the Luddites and the Chartists.

Of the Methodists who formed the labour movement with their English kind of revolution.

It has nothing to do with this

or even this

Perhaps most of us encounter our roots through our cultural connection- perhaps above all things, through music. Perhaps that why I enjoyed Seth Lakeman driving folk music at Greenbelt so much. Despite him being a Southener, his music, rising as it does from working class South West England, communicates something of the history that connects me with who I am, and where I came from. My Scottish friends can not understand this- any more than I can really ever become Scottish.

One of my favourite bands is another West country duo called A show of Hands. They wrote a song that captures something of this. Here’s a you tube clip of their (somewhat naff!) video. Song is great though…

Favourite words 2-‘fecund’

I came across this delicious word a few years ago, then tried for ages to find a poem/song I could fit it into. It is one of those words that is a pleasure to roll around the teeth.

It is also another microcosmic sermon…

fe·cun·di·ty (fi-kuhn-di-tee)
1. the quality of being fecund; capacity, esp. in female animals, of producing young in great numbers.
2. fruitfulness or fertility, as of the earth.
3. the capacity of abundant production: fecundity of imagination, ideas.

There have been times in my life when I have experienced what can only be described as the presence of God.

I can not easily describe, or explain these experiences. I only know that at the time, I never wanted to be anywhere else again. The air seemed to crackle with a kind of electricity, and everything, anything was possible.

One word which seems to capture something of this experience is- fecund…

As a response to one of these times, I wrote these words;

Listen to Him, you sons of Eden
As He opens the way for words to fall on you
Like the dew of the morning on the mountains
Gentle showers of rain upon the hillside.

I breathe in the air that smells of heaven
It’s verdant and green like the early springtime
In the leaves of the trees is the voice of Jesus
Pregnant with grace, and bringing new life

Wave after wave after wave after wave
Here is falling

My heart is bursting and
I’m falling down

On my knees,
On my knees.

Greenbelt 08- a Goan review…

Brian McLaren makes do with a bullhorn after power failure...

Brian McLaren makes do with a bullhorn after power failure...

We are back.

Greenbelt 2008 was great- it was Michaela and the kids’ first time, and I think it was a bit of a culture shock for M at least. Will took it all in his stride, nintendo in pocket for the boring bits, and we only saw Emily every now and again- she had a ball.

M struggled with the crowds, the thousands of tents with guy ropes akimbo, and, of course, the questionable hygiene arrangements. But we all had highlights that we brought away as memories.

For Michaela, I think it was the communion service, visiting a spiritual director, and some of the talks.

For Emily, it was meeting new friends, a hard core screemy-teeny band called Fightstar and having the freedom to be herself in a large setting.

For William, who knows? Bless him, he is so easy with life. He seemed to really enjoy some of the ‘Children’s Greenbelt’ activities- particularly the chance to hold a snake, and to sing some songs. He badly needed some partners in crime- but seemed quite happy to hang out with the adults.

For me- a mixed bag really.

I loved Seth Lakeman’s set on Saturday evening- he made me proud- not sure what of exactly- perhaps that English-ness thing again.

I really enjoyed Brian McLaren, but more in agreement than revelation.

I also enjoyed hearing Philip Yancey- he is a really good speaker, and it was good to put a voice to the books. His combination with the Saltmine theatre company made me cry several times (in a good way!)

I somehow missed loads of stuff I wanted to see- partly because of family things that mean that time is shared in different ways, and partly because you just get overloaded at festivals like GB, and the effect this has on me is to make me wander aimlessly, sticking my head through tent doors and then moving on…

I missed out on a planned beer with Simon Smith because he was mad-busy doing some very impressive art stuff, and likewise Gail Findlay and Stephen Tunnicliffe, who were engaged on other Greenbelt business. I did manage to spend some time with old friends Mark and Denise from the Rhondda Valley, along with John, who is always great company. It was really good to see them again.

Along with fellow Dunoonite and Aoradh member Alistair (who had been volunteering the week before constructing various weird arty things) we performed a short version of 40 at the Proost lounge event on Saturday evening. Not sure how it went down, but it seemed to hold peoples attention, and feedback was good. Mark did us proud by reading the part of Jesus in a lovely rich Welsh accent (He asked if we wanted him to perform as Richard Burton or Uncle Bryn… I think he opted for the former in the end!)

The Proost lounge thing clashed with a discussion about whether there should be a Scottish Greenbelt (Scot belt? Tartan belt? Thistle Belt? You decide!) This was led by Doug Gay, and seems an interesting proposition. Huge amounts of work though- step forward the masochists!

Anyway- attached are a few more photies…

Rowan Williams and the emerging church

The Anglican church in England has taken on a supportive and encourging role for new forms of church that we in in Scotland have yet to see (although the Church of Scotland seems to be making some encouraging moves?)

There is some doubt in my mind that church projects that loosely fit into catch all phrase ‘fresh expressions’ of church may well simply be churches doing what they have always done- play groups and coffee mornings. But I am not meaning to criticise these things- done with purpose, and by people who care, they can be wonderful.

However, if we are to see the birth of something new, something that learns from the old, but is prepared to radically change the way we have done church in the face of the incredible changes in the world around us- then we will need much more than tinkering at the edge of the issue. We will need leadership, supportive networking, and the nurturing of a new generation of radicals prepared to go further than us…

Archbishop WIlliams has gathered himself a mixed reputation. I love the man’s learned grace, and most of the things I hear him say, I find myself more or less in agreement with- at least as long as I am able to stay with his dry academic delivery style. I think he is an important leader, standing at the crossroads of Anglican history.

So to hear him speaking about the EC- this is interesting. Here he is, brought to you via you tube…

favourite words 1- ‘liminal’

I like words. Some words I like a lot.

I love the way that some words draw you into themselves. They give a little, but suggest so much more.

Some words contain whole sermons. One of them is this one;

lim·i·nal adjective
Etymology: Latin limin- limen threshold.

1 : of or relating to a sensory threshold
2 : barely perceptible
3 : of, relating to, or being an intermediate state, phase, or condition : in-between: Transitional.

As Christians, we come into an understanding of our position caught between this temporal world and the next. We are people whose allegiance is to a New Kingdom- the one Jesus spoke about again and again. A Kingdom that is both here and now, but also promised and yet to come.

We are called to be ‘in’ this world, but not ‘of’ it.

It is this present-future tension that we Christians live in. We exist in a space that is pregnant with the presence of Christ, and filled with hope for what is to come.

You could say that we Christians occupy a time and place that is liminal.

We live in the presence of the imminence…

Liminal spaces are always interesting. They are places of transition and change. They are characterised by possibilities of other realities, as yet unknown. In such places, we may be aware of the certainty of change, and to remain there requires a surrender to mystery.

They are also places that demand the exercise of faith. Without this decision to step out of the known, into the unknown, then we confine our experience to one dimension, whilst existing in the felt presence of the other. Perhaps this is sufficient for some, because liminal places also may be places of danger.

Borders, airports, stations – human constructs of transition – are all too familiar to us. We seem to linger at these places often in a state of heightened unconsciousness. We close down our senses, isolate them from reality in the air conditioned, plate-glass processing space of the terminal buildings. Distracted by duty free shopping, we step off into the unknown…

Is it possible that we begin to live our lives like this? Distracted and deadened, blindly following others down corridors, weighed down by baggage and cheap perfume…

The New Kingdom Jesus calls us to participate within stands before us, mysterious and largely unknown. But we have some clues about what might be useful there- what might be considered of value.

But ultimately this place of imminence that calls us demands a step into wonderful, but scary mystery.

Blessed are those who mourn

aoradh.org – Beatitudes


Blessed are those whose days lie
Black with death.

Blessed are those whose guilt
Rises like a claw to the throat

Who could have done

Who should have done

So much
More

And blessed are those whose anger is bright wet
Like a sucking wound

Blessed are they in their rage
Blessed are they in their betrayal
Blessed in their
Abandonment

And blessed is the blaming
Blessed is the shaming

Blessed is the crying

These blessed children trying
To bring their loved ones

Back

How blessed
Are they

For it is
To this place

My Kingdom comes.

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A bit more Dave Walker

My Emerging Church credentials » The Cartoon Blog by Dave Walker

This emerging church stuff- it has a whiff of pretentiousness don’t you think? Sub groups who get all arty and creative in the privacy of their borrowed crypts- then blog about it. Perhaps we are in danger of disappearing up our own bums.

What we need then, is someone to prick our bombastic bubbles.

Step forward Dave Walker, cartoonist and fighter for a free internet.

But for the record- I do not own a Apple Mac.

Perhaps I too am an interloper.

Let me in…

Please!

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Cheerleading

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In the game, I see no point.
It feeds no babies
Liberates no captives
Brings no healing to the afflicted.
But it captures many miles of newsprint
And bounces from shiny sputniks
Modern bread and circus
True opium of masses.

So spare a thought for the cheerleaders
Who bring gravitas to gravy
Build stone walls from sand
With a flash of skirt they sell a plastic jewel
And use their sex for empty passion
The flash of capped teeth
And the firm flush of youth
Exultant futility.

Perhaps I am too harsh.
Man cannot live in mind alone
We can also value the spectacle-
Titanic clash of scientifically enhanced muscle
So wave those pom-poms
Bring it on.

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