Aoradh Pentecost Bonfire…

Just back from our Pentecost bonfire meet on Ardentinny Beach. It was great!

We went all 80’s and did some parachute games! I have not done this for years, and it was a hoot!

Then we scooped the edge underneath and sat in our own flappy tent- whilst Paul told the story of the disciples in the upper room, and coming of the Spirit. A great gust hit our parachute tent just as he got to the mighty rushing wind bit too!

Then we put prayers on paper doves, to hang in the trees.

Then we read the passage from Galatians 5 where Paul talks about the fruit of the Spirit- here are a few bits, with my emphases-

Galatians 5, 13-26

It is absolutely clear that God has called you to a free life. Just make sure that you don’t use this freedom as an excuse to do whatever you want to do and destroy your freedom. Rather, use your freedom to serve one another in love; that’s how freedom grows.

My counsel is this: Live freely, animated and motivated by God’s Spirit. Then you won’t feed the compulsions of selfishness. For there is a root of sinful self-interest in us that is at odds with a free spirit, just as the free spirit is incompatible with selfishness.

But what happens when we live God’s way? He brings gifts into our lives, much the same way that fruit appears in an orchard—things like affection for others, exuberance about life, serenity. We develop a willingness to stick with things, a sense of compassion in the heart, and a conviction that a basic holiness permeates things and people. We find ourselves involved in loyal commitments, not needing to force our way in life, able to marshal and direct our energies wisely.

Since this is the kind of life we have chosen, the life of the Spirit, let us make sure that we do not just hold it as an idea in our heads or a sentiment in our hearts, but work out its implications in every detail of our lives. That means we will not compare ourselves with each other as if one of us were better and another worse. We have far more interesting things to do with our lives.

Each of us is an original.

And recognising that we needed help, we then made a long prayer flag out of strips of foil with words from the passage above on- then flew it in the wind from a kite pole.

Finally, as a way of thinking about moving back into the world, we planted some flowers in tubs, and committed ourselves to placing them on other people’s doorsteps as a kind of guerrilla gardening project. Ours are already placed!

Oh- then we had a barbecue, and ate a lot.

Andy brought his camper van and gas barbie, so we ate well, and we ate in luxury!

Pentecost bonfire tomorrow…

So- we remember the beginning of church, through the inspiration of the Spirit of God coming to live in and through us.

If you are local- come and join Aoradh for our Pentecost beach bonfire- Sunday, 3.30 on Ardentinny beach. Bring something to throw on a BBQ, but more importantly- bring yourself!

I saw this clip today- and it hit me with what a wonderful thing the church is- full of hope and good things…

And on a day when Archbish Williams got himself in to some controversy by making some political statements (well done Rowan I say!) here he is speaking about Pentecost-

 

New Monasticism podcast…

It is snowing here!

So my plans to go and work in the garden have been thwarted, and I am drinking tea and listening to podcasts. It’s a hard life.

But I came across something that I think is really important- a discussion at the London Centre of Spirituality about New Monasticism and Fresh Expressions of Church.

Bishop Graham Cray goes as far to describe New Monsasticism as a ‘New Wave of the Spirit.’ If he is right, then these small experimental groupings have a deeper relevance for the whole of church.

The discussion has a clear resonance for me, and my small community- Aoradh. Like most small groups, we ebb and flow, then ebb again. The energy we find as a group is easily drained by external and internal forces, and the need to seek renewal within practice becomes very real and urgent.

Strong themes that emerged from this podcast are perhaps those which most reflect our own situation-

  • Rule, order, seriousness
  • Spirituality allied with action
  • Courage, challenge
  • The pain/joy of community
  • Incarnation- being deliberately present, not removed.
  • Spiritual direction
  • Mission- rediscovering what this is about for us
  • Thanks to Moot for making this available, as I feel the need to rediscover a passion for what I do- to set my face in the Wind of the Spirit again…

    Aoradh meditations, Psalm 131, Thursday…

    THURSDAY

    .
    2 But I have calmed and quieted myself,

    .

    Time is a claw in which I am squeezed

    Each day hooked on a hundred demands

    Each second hard wired to the current crisis

    .

    And in all the noise of it all

    You are silent

    Because you were not in the thunder

    You were not in the lightning

    .

    You were not in my efficiency

    You were not found in my effectiveness

    .

    You were waiting

    In the stillness

    For an end of the me

    So the we could begin

    Letting some air out of pneumatic church…

    This afternoon some of the Aoradh crowd met up with Peter and Dorothy Neilson for a chat.

    Peter and Dorothy are the parents of one of the Aoradh crew- Pauline B, and apart from just the pleasure of sharing a long cup of tea, it was great to talk of church- what is, what has been and what might be to come.

    Peter is particularly well qualified to talk of these things as he was the convener of the Church of Scotland’s ‘Church without walls’ report. At present, he divides his time between Church consultancy work, running retreats with Dorothy, and no doubt a hundred other things.

    Today we discussed the story of Aoradh and Peter was able to talk of how our development fits into a wider experience of faith inside/outside church in Scotland. Some of this we knew about, but a lot we did not. Scotland is a small place (in terms of numbers of people,) but as we have discussed before, we are not well networked.

    For instance, he talked about his involvement with Coracle in Edinburgh, who are doing some interesting things.

    Peter also used a phrase that made me smile- suggesting that Church in the past had tended to be Pneumatic- it sucked you in, then sucked you dry.

    He was of the opinion that the development of small communities who live out faith through small ritual and celebration may well be part of the future of church.

    And in so doing, we might let go some of the need to suck- and remember also to breathe out…

    Christmas turns all musical…

    What a lovely day.

    I have just sat down after being on the go all day- firstly to a local church where William was part of a Nativity play, and playing his Trombone-

    Then home to shovel snow for a couple of hours so we could get the car down to the road.

    Then around some local residential care homes for older people with some of the Aoradh crowd to sing Christmas carols- a few brass instruments, guitar, violin and piano. And all in all, it sounded lovely, considering our almost total lack of practice.

    And finally to our friend’s Paul and Pauline (no they do not have a child called Paulette) for soup, and more music.

    I eventually managed to persuade Emily to play some fiddle tunes, then Paul and I started singing through some old songs.

    Including this one-

    We had to be kicked out in the end. Ah well- good practice for New Year- if you are in the area, bring an instrument round to our house…

    Aoradh advent sky lantern launch…

    We are just in after a our sky lantern launch.

    It was lovely.

    We have been passing out lanterns to community groups, and selling others for charity, and invited people to decorate them with prayers and hopes.

    Here are a few pictures-

    Psalm 139 meditation, part 2…

    (From Aoradh daily meditations- the first part is here.)

    9 If I rise on the wings of the dawn,
    if I settle on the far side of the sea,
    10 even there your hand will guide me,
    your right hand will hold me fast.

    I am sometimes invincible

    And forget my need for you

    Even in the shallow certainty of success

    Stay with me father

    .
    11 If I say, “Surely the darkness will hide me
    and the light become night around me,”
    12 even the darkness will not be dark to you;
    the night will shine like the day,
    for darkness is as light to you.

    And when I surely succumb

    To the gravity of my human condition

    Let the darkness be holy

    Let the black become royal purple

    And the shadows

    Become your open arms

    .

    13 For you created my inmost being;
    you knit me together in my mother’s womb.

    This means that you are never

    An accidental father

    You have no bastards

    No unwanted drains

    On your holy resources

    .
    14 I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
    your works are wonderful,
    I know that full well.

    Because there is a masterpiece you made

    In me

    Framed in this shabby shape

    Are your majestic brushstrokes

    .
    15 My frame was not hidden from you
    when I was made in the secret place,
    when I was woven together in the depths of the earth.

    Unborn I was known

    Unconceived I was expected

    There was a space empty

    Waiting for the shape of me

    .
    16 Your eyes saw my unformed body;

    And you became incandescent

    With hope

    .
    23 Search me, God, and know my heart;
    test me and know my anxious thoughts.

    Weigh me on scales

    Skewed towards grace

    For my heart is heavy

    With the unshed weight of my world

    .
    24 See if there is any offensive way in me,
    and lead me in the way everlasting.

    Open me gently

    To the new-

    To the possibility

    Of something deeper

    And more beautiful

    The power of the event…

    I have spent much of the day in a horizontal position, after coming a cropper yesterday running to escape a hail storm- falling down some stairs onto a low wall. Most of the damage done was to the ego (thankfully it was dark) but I have a bruised and battered lower back.

    From a prone position, I have watched too much pointless TV.

    Which set me wondering again about the way life just slips by- measured according to bites of tertainment

    Entertainment

    Infotainment

    Leisuretainment

    After a day in front of the box I am craving something to happen that is real- that has significance. A real conversation, a new encounter, or something creative and beautiful.

    But what I did was to switch on the laptop and look out across the great wide web, full as it is with ephemera, all pretending towards significance.

    And I came across this video of U2 doing a ‘secret’ concert in downtown Brooklyn NY.

    Of course, this is a just a bit of clever media manipulation by a great rock and roll band- but you can see the effect that their presence had on people.

    Their experience of the mundane was transcended by the extraordinary.

    These kinds of moments are always rather precious- even for people like me who incline towards the cynical, hiding behind observational distance.

    It makes me think again about church. I have spent a lot of time using music to try to create ‘events’. Often I failed- but sometimes these events did transcend the mundane. And it is hard not to be seduced by the high of playing music to thousands of people, or tens of people. It becomes a way of making a mark- a stab at significance.

    In Aoradh, we do not really do these kind of things any more, but the power of events as a way of giving people opportunities to collectivise spiritual experiences is still part of our repertoire. This is the reason for our up and coming Sky lanterns event in a couple of weeks…

    But the pursuit of experience can be addictive- even idolatrous. Real life does not happen on a stage. It happens in the press of ordinary things.

    But we all need to kick up our heels from time to time…

    Psalm 139 meditation- part one…

    I previously mentioned that Aoradh are in the process of using an e-mailed daily mediation as a means of sharing a deliberate spiritual practice. We have a rota to take a week at a time for a six week trial period.

    If you would like to receive the e-mail, then let me know.

    I took the first week, and it came to me again how much a reason to create can become in itself creative. And how it can become a source of blessing in the actual creating…

    Here are the first three days- a meditation on Psalm 139-

    1 You have searched me, LORD,
    and you know me.

    Yet still I hide

    Still I believe that my hard disc is encrypted and password protected

    Even from your

    Benign virus
    2 You know when I sit and when I rise;
    you perceive my thoughts from afar.

    The road is long

    And this day is full of demands

    Let me rest too

    On your soft grass verge

    4 Before a word is on my tongue
    you, LORD, know it completely.

    So let my words be fat with grace

    And my vowels be round with kindness

    Let me make you smile

    When I see you in others
    5 You hem me in behind and before,
    and you lay your hand upon me.

    For I am frayed at the edges

    Like an old coat

    Shaped and scraped by warm work

    And I would be conformed

    Around you

    7 Where can I go from your Spirit?
    Where can I flee from your presence?

    You are not alienated by my unbelief

    Or driven away by my failure

    You inhabit my hopes

    And dance at the very centre of all that I dream of